don't take things seriously

BOYYYYYYSSS

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 03:09:29 GMT

OMG I'm so fucking confused and bored........my bf is in fuckign bergen regional(juvi part)and uses his two calls a day for me(so cute but annoying) I have Matt, cute but prolly just usign me for ass, Eric who I love to death but I like also as a friend and then Jack who Im just confused about

HELLOW

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 15:19:05 GMT

ALLO

BOYS

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 01:29:59 GMT

WTF I've been studying boys.........and i'm seriously confused- theyre worse then gurls.

nm

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 01:32:08 GMT

Im so hott and bored...wtf is with this heat.

Who here knows wat seymours live journal is....and y does she fuckin hate me....i never siad shit about her!

Memorial Day Weekend

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 17:36:48 GMT

Friday-Went to the mall...hung with Jessi, Devin, Alex, Kristina, Chloe, Jack, Dave 10, etc...
Then Devin, Jessi, Alex, Kristina and I went to the movies to see The Day After Tomorrow, but it was sold out so we dropped kristina and Alex off and Jessi, Devin, and I drove to NY randomly. I LOVE Devin's crazy ass driving skills...hehehe. Then we drove back and went to some chinese restaurant cuz jessi wanted to at ten oclock at nite. Lots of fun

Saturday-I hung with James the whole day...but got pissed because we ended up having to hang with Ben, who I really don't cliek and he is so boring(in my opinion plus he doesn't like me either)

Sunday-Went down to Sue's house at the beach where she introduced me to the lifeguard she has known for a longtime...Kyle this funny seventeen yr old. Then I didn't know but Sueinvited him to go to the boardwalk with us...so while i'm changing I hear someone knock at the door and I open it and its kyle and he was like "Hey Im just coming to tell u I just got off and Ill see you at seven cuz my liscense got suspended" OS we picked him up and we went with my mom and sue for food cuz we decided we didnt want to waste money on that. Then James called and he was pretty mad. Then after we finshed Kuyle decided he wanted to beat me in miniture golf on the roof of this building but it ended up us trying to see who coudl hit the most amoutn of car windows off the roof (hehehe). Then I noticed James called like 20 times and i told him my phone was dying and i would call him at 1130 but we didnt get home til 1230.
Sunday- Went shopping in the rain at Red Bank then called James on the way home...my mom dropped me off on the way home. Then as I walk home he tells me we're going to see Van Helsin. Then he pulled me aside and said that I was 17 hours and 11 minutes calling him(I felt so bad but my phone died) then we went to the movies I went home and talked to him and then i went to sleep and was awoken by Jack but told him I couldn't talk.

Tuesday and Today

Wed, 26 May 2004 13:55:43 GMT

Hehe Yesterday met Jessi, at her house and listened to her yell at Charles while we walked to dance, which was fucking hillarious, though the songs we're really annoying. Walked back to her house inwhich James stopped me, Jessi continued to walk home. He made me stay in his house until Jessi came back. He took Jessi' cell phone so we were chasing each other aroudn the house while this guy Gino watched us. The, he was saying how I neglected him. Walked with Jessi to west brook, where charles and Jack met us. Charles and Jessi made out while played with Jesi's phone and went through her bag and Jack drew a star on my arm with eyeliner(which WONT COME OFF) Then Jack and I were lighting sticks on fire when we heard a roandom voice says top that and jack jumped up so quickly and i started cracking up. Then charles hurt his unit twice while bike riding, and took chris's bike. Then jessi, charles, and jack and I walked to vesuvios, where we bumped into james while walking back. Then I got to ride the sacred mosh bike wahoooo. Then jack got picked up and as we walked aroudn a corner like five 19 yr olds and jack appeared. Mike went up to james and started threatening him, but the way he said was just funny so I was giggling a little(but i did feel bad about that) then I went back to James house and we ate pancakesm then came home and talked on phone.

Today----(JACK STILL OWES ME $20 dollars but he payed his brother ten to drive him to westbrook yesterday)I have to get a fucking shot and my my hair cut....ergggggggg. Then Im gunna attempt to deneglect James.

LMAO

Tue, 18 May 2004 12:00:01 GMT

OMFG...I had so much fun yesterday...I went to meet Jessi at her bus stop and she wasn't there becasue she thought I was gunna meet her at James's bus stop. We went to James's house(he didn't answer but was home) and we called him and he was like telling us that we looked like we were having fun wihtout him (WTF I was like are u watching us...STALKER...jkjjkjkjkj. As we hung up Dominick called and wanted to meet us(hahha he got suspended for fighting over a dog collar). Dominick, Jessi and I walked to Starbucks with multiple calls from James on the way, when we finally reached Starbucks he called and said he didnt want to ever see me or talk to me again(like wtf). Then, we walked back and he called a bunch more times but Jessi and I, the retards that we are, couldn't figure out how to answer her new cell phone. As we were going over the overpass,Dominick had his arms around both our waists' and was liek really close to the both of us. I was tlaking and suddenly Jessi like screams holy shit, and like starts laughing at me, she told me to look who had just passed us. I look at the light up ahead and she James's mom's blue azteck and him in the passenger seat because I could she his cast thing on his arm. Just as notice it's him, he calls Jessi's cell, obviously knowing it was us, and Jessi and I start to freak out and Dom is hyperventalating about how James is going to kill and cut off his dick. Jessi answers and we start running down the staris near the over pass while like screaming, laughing, and giggling. Finally after we calmed down Dom, Jessi past em the phone as we were walking by the church and all I hear is "I neeed to talk to u NOW", I responded I'll be home in 40 minutes", and I got a "NO NOW" and he hangs up. So now Dom is liek holy shit I don't have a knife to fight him with. We kept walking down the hill, Dominick looked like he was gunna die. Then I thought I saw James up the street(because of the red fox hat he always wears) but Jessi said it was the red mailbox but then the mailbox moved and crossed the street on a bmx bike(obviously not a mailbox Jess). Suddenly Dominick runs down one of the side streets we're passing, but when James crosses the street I thought he was turning in the opposite directions to go home so I run after him and tell him to stop. So I got him and suddenyl Jessi comes whiping around the corner and she says "OK OK he is coming down the street thsi way going unbelievably fucking fast!!" With that Dominick grabs our arms and leads us through someone's side yard to get to the woods. But that is parallel to the main street James is coming down. He sees us cut through the side yard and cuts through. He throws hsi bike down and the woman who owns the property yells at him so he goes picks up his bike we dask back to the street and he comes around. He passes Jessi and Dominick and grabs my arm and is all I have to talk to you. I walked with him to get my bike, and then went to the mall and got a new aguana, saw dave 10 and went back and chilled at his house.

weekend

Mon, 17 May 2004 16:36:42 GMT

This weekend kicked ass...I am now friends with jessi and we hung out this weekend, the best being sunday. Jessi and I rode to the park, almost getting hit by a car, met charles, then kim jessi and I went back to her house and swam and tanned. We went to the shell and wendys, then laura and dirty came over, I went to james house, then went back to jessi's and we hung more. We decided we're going to attempt jogging so Im meeting her after school at her bus stop so we can attmept jogging and then jump in her pool and go quadding....YAY! Well prolly chilla t the park cuz we're to lazy to run:P

Pissed

Wed, 31 Mar 2004 13:05:06 GMT

Im so mad...just a really bad day. LAst nite I had to sleep at Erin's house cuz my mom was working a weird shift. We went to kick boxing together and it was so weird. I didnt know wat the fuck I was doing. Everyone was like moving to the right and i was goign tot the left...I was sooooo off. Then I was talking to Brian whos is actually pretty cool. Im sooo mad at James...its so hard to reach him and im just getting fed up with this shit. I think im gunna shwo him the thing I wrote that I showed Aley but right now I have to go participate in health awareness day,....wtf im signed up to go to the stress and depression speech...I didnt even sign up for those... see another fucking ass backward part to my day wahooooooooo

AHHHHHH

Fri, 26 Mar 2004 14:58:30 GMT

I'm in fucking science...and bored as hell. I can't wait for this day to be over... I was really happy cuz James was gunna meet me after school but now he is gogin to school today so he wont be able to which really put a damper on my day...(wow that sounds gay) SO neways...that really bites the big one...and now I just realized I have Fuhrman last period....thats so fucking evil.
Oh yea so neway I went to the doctor yesterday....wtf he doesnt even speak english...I had no idea what he was going to do and couldnt understand a damn word he was saying. But the nurse elt me do the finger prick myself...but then they gave me a shot and my arm went all numb ...it was cool.
AHHH this sux
Oh yea my mission for this weekend is to take pictures over every aspect of what happens....starting tonite when i go home ...so my first pics will prolly be of me flipping off my neighbor tha yells at me everytime I come home and get the mail. He is such a douchebag! HEHEHHE

Computer Lab

Thu, 25 Mar 2004 20:15:47 GMT

Once again after school...helping Aley takes some girls paper and change it to hers lol. Well today I found out Im getting liek 70's...I've never gotten below an 87....but I have a plan and already know what to say to my mom. I have also come to the conclusion that I have A.D.D. example...
WHAT I THOUGHT ABOUT IN ENGLISH ALONE...
1)James...what he was probably doing
2)the gross lunch I just consummed
3)how to pay for the computer I supposedly broke
4)Fucking shot I have to get at the doctors
5)The back of Sister Sharon's nun outfit and how the collar was messed up and how badly I wanted to fix it!
6)Conversations last night with James, Angry, and Eric
7) Eric's conv on researching local criminals...old guys the sodomize people
8)What I would throw at the teacher if I could
9) There is a girl sitting next to me who has been sitting there for the whole year and I don't even know her name...ew...and she a has cliff hanger...come on just wipe it with your sleeve or something
10) What I will wear for dres down day tomorrow
11) What I will do Saturday since my mom is working 13 hours
12) I have to call James, angry, charles, eric, jill, and jenn when I get home
13) Hmmmmm.... I wonder how hard it is to fix a computer
14) I should have bought that shirt I saw at Holister yesterday
15) How many miles I would have to run to replace the bottle of coke I drank at lunch
16) HOW MANY FUCKING MORE MINUTES TIL I LEAVE THIS HELL HOLE???!!

LOL

Thu, 25 Mar 2004 12:49:52 GMT

Omg it's amazing pictures of James and I, I can't believe ALey ahs pictures. LOl she has done the inevitable...even thought they're reallly really bad pics..I wish she posted the one on the bench of us. OMG I ahev to go to the doctors today....I hate finger pricks...I'll prolly like pass out!

My Birthday

Tue, 23 Mar 2004 15:06:11 GMT

Yesterdya was my birthday...now I only have a year in a half til I get my permit!

Weekend

Mon, 22 Mar 2004 13:35:19 GMT

This was a pretty good weekend...definately no time to sit and watch t.v. or ne crap like that...but I had fun.

Friday-We had no school...which completely kicked ass because I didn't finish my project. Charles' party was Friday nite but I didn't go for three reasons...
1)No james
2)It would be couples-
Jess&Berto..
Jessi&Charles...
and then there would have been me!
3)COMPLETE AWKWARDNESS
Instead...I went to hang with Erin and celebrate her birthday at the Cheese Cake Factory! Fun but too much food!

Saturday-Faught with James in the morning on the phone then I went with him to pick up his HOTT new Aztek...awesome blue color. Then we went to the mall and chilled after...its all good and I got a new CD.(Ty for the CD James <3)

Sunday-James cameover and we went up town in the morning. Then went to Erin's hous to celebrate her Bday AGAIN! In which I proceeded to drink corona to tune out all the noisy people. Then went to my grandparents house to do my bday thing...but my grandmother was sick which suxed. The my mom was being a total bitch and made me clean up and kept yelling at me...which resorted in me leaving the room and going to sleep in the other room...but the good things were, from my family I got money and my uncle said that he would get me ne tickets I want to a concert this summer and I could bring a friend...which is ok. Plus I saw James 2 days this weekend...very rare!

Today aka MoNdAy- Today is my bday which has suxed so far...my mom yelled at me before I woke up and then just gave me hundred dollars and said "do wat u want I dont care..." its a pleasant way to wake up.
Then she proceeded to say that she doesnt want to be a mother nemore and that now we are just roomates...like wtf where does that come from...actually I kind of like that cuz she said we don't have to talk or nethin I just have to keep the house clean. Now I'm to going to get my haircut, pick up Aley, Raquel, and Liv and then we are off to the mall!

Le TiReD

Sat, 20 Mar 2004 12:24:21 GMT

I'm le tired from ERin's bday last nite....I feel so fat...we went to the cheese cake factory and the portions are so fucking huge!!!! Going out with James today and stuff!

SnOw DaY!

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 14:43:23 GMT

I'm so fucking ahppy there is a snow day...I didn't finish my project. It's ok because Erky old me a way to downoad an mps on powerpoint and when u play it it comes up as error computer can not read hehehe or I can record static heheh.

What shall I do today..........hmmmmmmmmmm decisions decisions........I think I shall actually attempt to clean my room and do my wash...can't go out sick...sore throat whihc bites the big one. Tonite is Charles' party and he finally convinced me to go ....it is going to blow plus I'm just gunna get more sick and not be able to ahgn wit James tomorrow...would not be cool.

Sorry

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 16:42:38 GMT

Sorry...JAT...I said that about u..I was just mad at you...but that was before...ilu baby <3<3

Finally

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 14:01:03 GMT

I've been trying to figure out y this damn thing won't let me validate my email so I can post comments...HEHEHE I blocked it as spam

AHH

Wed, 17 Mar 2004 14:14:44 GMT

I'm in science listening to Ms. Addabbo yelll at us fro our grades hhehehehe...I got a 50! 5 days til my bday! I can't wait for Saturday...James is taking me somewhere for my bday..YAY!!!!!!! OK bitch time...WTF y am I in school when all the guys are out...damn them!!! They never go to school...and I foudn out today we actually spend more time in school then public schools ....wtf y did I come here? OMFG and tonite i have to do my whole sattions of the cross project....I wish I knew wat that was! I haven't decided yet if I'm goign to Charles' bday its gunna suck....plus IM gunna be alone...No james or erin. Berto and Jess will be all over eachother and then jessi is goign. Y the fuck charles' invited her idk...she fuckign cheated on him like four times....so im gunna end up chillin with Casey. From these sad facts i've decided Im not going ....sry Charlie Chan.

hallway at school

Fri, 05 Mar 2004 19:43:04 GMT

Im here with Aley after school....well she had to go take a piss so right now it's just me. Im bored as fuck!!!!!!!

with Aley

Thu, 04 Mar 2004 17:09:46 GMT

I'm with Aley in the computer room at lunch; we're justw roking on our Live Journal's. Today is not the best of days....lets start from the beginning...aka last night on the phone with the Jamzer! -Talking to Bo on the phone and James calls on the call waiting. I dratehr not have talked to him but me trying to be the good gf I am hung up on Bo and talked to him. -I tell him that I don't liek how things are and he takes it really well and says "you should have told me...we'll slow down for awhile." Then he gets mad because I can only spend Saturday morning with him because Aley's party is at that. I'm kind of annoyed that he will be spending time with that girl Cassie...but I trust him and he keeps promising me. -Well this morning I got in a fight over my course selection becasue she wants em to take all honors classes and art. FUCK No. -In presentations today some girl compared me to a prostitute in China...IM NOT EVEN FUCKING ASIAN. -NOW I HAVE FUHRMAN -OH yea and I have to go get my nails done after school with my mom

Ridgewood Public Library

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 22:16:32 GMT

Well im at the gay library cuz the comp froze while my mom was doing her taxes and wouldnt let me on it so i left to come here to use theirs. Someone aim me and save me

my room....depressed

Tue, 02 Mar 2004 23:12:04 GMT

AHH Im so tired of all thsi bullshit...IHA SUX MOTHER FUCKING ASS. Im tired of my BF telling me I'm hurting myself...wat I do is my fucking business!!!

After School

Tue, 02 Mar 2004 20:01:02 GMT

Well, today school suxed massive ass...I fucked up on my speech..o well...fuck it. I'm here after school willingly becasue of Britt and now I'm just pissed off. AHHHHH I want to go home. I could be fucking around outside cuz I have no hw. It's all good! I imed through the whole school day and found out John is missing which is so not cool. John come home!

MOTHER OF GOD>>>>ITS FINALLY FRIDAY

Fri, 27 Feb 2004 23:47:34 GMT

Well, I'm sitting in my crack house.....finally hoem from babysittin!!!!! I'm sooooooo happy! I ahve an awesome dress for ALey's party...her dress....it kicks masssive ass!